Monthly Archives: December 2010

Adi

turns out my dad didn’t put that word in my name just because it’s a part of his name.

according to this site, Adi means: BIG, SUPERIOR.

yea, I am obsessed to be superior. superior in being a total jerk. big obsession to be the center of attention to everybody’s world.

BIG FEAR. BIG MOUTH. BIG ANGER. BIG LIES. BIG HIPOCRACY.

BIG EGO.

PS: this post has nothing to do with others who also got ‘Adi’ in their names. it’s just me. so, no biggy, folks.

picture from here.

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Ooohh Deathly Hallooows ~

been waiting for this like, FOREVER since I don’t really like the Half-Blood Prince. (maap, agak telat juga sebenernya ini. postingnya, bukan nontonnya hahaha).

this one, is amazing, fascinating, AWE-SOMEEEE~ my other favorite after The Prisoner of Azkaban. David Yates surely knows how to please the hardcore fans, like me :p

unfortunately, I watched this with my little sister, not with my partner in Harry Potter nerd-ing (ha-ha). padahal, sejak Half-Blood Prince, kita sudah bersumpah (caelah, bersumpah) ya ben, harus nonton bareng. kalo bisa pas premiere-nya. apa daya, Tuhan berkata lain (alah). saya malah terdampar di Bengkulu pada saat-saat rilisnya. saya tadinya mau nonton di Jogja saja dan membiarkan kami berdua menelan kepahitan membaca laporan orang-orang (bahkan yang bukan die-hard fans seperti kami, sorry to say ya :p ) sudah menonton di hari-hari pertama rilisnya.

si Ruben malah rela ga buka-buka Twitter seharian demi mencegah spoilers dan orang-orang yang mengawe-awe di timeline :))

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26 days away from home.

ah, it’s good to be back. *dadah-dadah Tony Stark*

that 26 days I’ve been like, I don’t know. antara bingung, linglung, kadang-kadang excited, kadang-kadang kepengen marah, bingung lagi, linglung lagi, excited lagi, been surprised (like, a lot), kepengen marah-marah lagi, dst. I let go some opportunities, kinda regreted it a while but then I try to find other chances and move on. I tried and failed. felt devastated for a while, but I should move on.

I had dilemas. I realized that I’m not that mature enough to make decisions. somehow, I’m still influenced by others. I think too much.

facing the dilemas, the only options are: “why should I?” and “why not?”

I usually think the “why should I?” first, not the “why not?” ones. then, it always ends to “why sould I?” and “what if?”. I still think I can’t hold the risks. meanwhile, the clock is ticking faster and suddenly it’s the end of the year, again. gosh, it’s December already! (drinking)

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