to be honest, these days I feel so gloom. many things seem to get far far way from me. friends. academic (yes, that shitty final project). family.  love. I feel alone. eventhough I am surrounded by many people. I feel like invisible. I feel like abandoned. I hate being feeler. then, keep that feelings by myself. such a masochist. ‘kamu kok seneng banget sih nyakitin diri sendiri‘, once someone said (hello there, if you read this 🙂 ) ‘daripada nyakitin orang lain?‘ I said to myself. I’m just a little girl lost in the moment I’m so scared but I don’t show it I can’tRead More →

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go No matter if you’re fast, no matter if you’re slow The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn You’re fine for a while but you start to lose control Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow He sees what I see and he knows what I know So don’t forget as you ease on down the road He’s there in the dark, he’s there in my heart He waits in the wings, he’s gotta play a part TroubleRead More →