Be Grateful. Always.

Tranquility

Be grateful for what you have achieved. Always.

Because you never know how time will get you or what surprise God will gives you.

Also, my advice:

Be careful with what you wish for. It might come true. 

Kadang-kadang kita suka main-main dengan permintaan dan permohonan kita. Kadang kita asal mengucapkan keinginan, yang mungkin masih tidak terbayangkan bagaimana rasanya kalau kita benar-benar mendapatkannya. Entah itu benda, nasib, uang, atau situasi. People say, “You only see what you want to see” and “Rumput tetangga akan selalu terlihat lebih hijau“.

Karang yo menungso.

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Emptiness

to be honest, these days I feel so gloom. many things seem to get far far way from me.

friends. academic (yes, that shitty final project). family.  love.

I feel alone. eventhough I am surrounded by many people.

I feel like invisible.

I feel like abandoned.

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I hate being feeler. then, keep that feelings by myself. such a masochist.

kamu kok seneng banget sih nyakitin diri sendiri‘, once someone said (hello there, if you read this 🙂 )

daripada nyakitin orang lain?‘ I said to myself.

I’m just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out, it’s bringing me down
I know I’ve got to let it go and just enjoy the show

~ Lenka (sorry, in the mood of her 😀 )

alone isn’t always lonely. but sometimes, IT IS.

pic from there.

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bertemu beberapa orang, berkenalan, sering ketemu, sering ngobrol, sering nongkrong, sering maen, sering saling mencela, sering curhat-curhatan, sering tukar kabar. singkat kata, AKRAB.

but, could that condition defined as ‘close’?

in some case, when you call them ‘close friend’, indeed they don’t think that we are that ‘close’. and that’s annoying. that hurts.

then I just could blame myself for being too sensitive and too feeler and too naive. what else I can do?

now I’m trying stay on the line I’ve been through with them. and have some self introspection.