better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self — Cynill Connoly beberapa waktu yang lalu, saya menemukan quote tersebut di Tumblr. saya kemudian mikir dan merenung sendiri. selama ini, saya punya blog buat apa? selama ini, saya update blog buat apa? selama ini, saya menulis sekian banyak dan meninggalkannya di draft di dashboard buat apa? pikiran-pikiran tersebut muncul dikarenakan pikiran lain yang sering mengganggu ketika sedang menulis (eh, mengetik) calon postingan baru, seperti ini misalnya: aduh, ngapain sih gue posting beginian. cemen ah *ctrl A+delete* apa yg bakal dipikir orang-orang ya kalo baca postinganRead More →

Gosh, I am now 22. twenty-two. I am old. and still unemployed. this world seems making a fun of me. when I don’t really expect things or kinda not really care, they come. and when I’m dying into it, they don’t come. but I thank Allah for still giving me another chance to reach this age. alhamdulillah, for everything I got. after all, for now and then, I supposed to not stop dreaming, not stop hoping, not stop wishing, also not stop trying, and not stop being grateful. I should be able take care of myself and become more responsible to everything I choose. andRead More →